I feel sadness inside me

I feel sadness inside me
As my world is upside down
Darkness engulfs me in despair
As shadows of death looms everywhere
Destruction is imminent
Gunfire is felt across the world
As murder is prevalent
Misunderstandings everywhere
Darkness engulfs me in despair
War rages in the world
As my emotional inner turmoil
Churns of death and sadness
A grief of despair and dark clouds
In the air.
I feel no warmth but destroying
And lack of love
No trusting or understanding
Darkness engulfs me in despair
Nuclear holocaust is spewed across the land
With bodies laying everywhere
Hopelessness, sadness grief of sadness
Pain is felt in everyway imaginable
Body aches with fever and sadness
A gun is found in a river
Darkness engulfs me in despair
Loser feelings, sadness is internalized
Ignored, lack of trust and feelings
Of hate and writhing anger.
All I want is to be normal in feelings
Feel so deeply, hurt so badly
No one cares, as my inner feelings are destroyed
My soul is gone
Emotionally abused, inner battered
Shell of myself
A gun is found in a river
No happiness is near, but far
Why can’t I feel love from anyone?
But hatred is filled in the night.
Why does no one care?
A world of destruction and sadness
Rape, pillage internalized to the point
of evil. A world of sickness
Broken dreams, sadness